Kinda blew Christmas.
Sometimes I think maybe I've been alone so long that I don't know how to play nice with other humans.
Other times I think other things.
I don't think Michael has the patience for me. I'm even keel for the most part, but when I'm unhinged it's ugly to deal with.
I'm pretty unhinged right now.
Like, if I were a door? I would be a door leaning up against the door jamb.
Unhinged.
Get it?
I know your life has got better since you wrote this post but this post could also have been written by me, espec. regarding the lack of patience he now has for me, and here I am, the one who had to fcking suffer this year, and before..and argh, he lost his cool with me in front of his mother on the second day i arrived, over something dumb, and this is what set the tone of the rest of the trip, which also resulted in my attacking him physically, having huge fights, me screaming like a wild animal with absolute frustration. It was a horrible time and showed that I have become a disgusting evil person. I am sure you are not as bad as me, far from it.
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